Oh dear, day 1 wasn't so good in the end! I won't go into details about what I ate because I am embarrassed but it was well over that of a person not dieting let alone someone trying to get thin in just 6 weeks! I have a tendancy to binge - I am sure this will become apparent as this blog goes on! I have made myself sick after binging a few times in the past but it is not something I want to get in to really - I'm not good at being sick, I'm really loud and it goes everywhere! I can remember the last time I did it at work and my trousers got covered and I had to change into jeans (luckily I had my weekend bag with me!). Gross!!
I weighed myself yesterday and I was actually 3-4 pounds lighter than I thought, although that was probably because I had just had a hot bath and also only had thin pj's on. Anyway, after what I ate last night I have probably put those 3-4 pounds on and am back up to what I though I was!!! Just for the record, my weight yesterday was 9st3.8lbs. From now on I am going to weigh myself first thing in the morning so I can keep a more accurate record.
I look like a complete tramp today - the fatter I get the less effort I make, I just don't see the point in trying to look nice at the moment because it is impossible! I look GROSS!
